I LOVE YOU MASSIVE!

I LOVE YOU MASSIVE!

How to make you understand?

That I can barely stand,

a second without you and,

letting go of your hand,

won't take us near wonderland.

I love you all the time,

but lately our love tastes as lime.

We surely can't deny,

together we still  look divine.

Baby please, It's never fine,

to act speechless like a mime.

You'll always be my sunshine,

even when we seem over the moonshine.

Hate and love can travel in the same lifeline,

but routine kills all love in this heart of mine

tell me, do you knows what is a rose without spine?

Today we reach the magic thirty six,

that is nothing but six plus six.

There's alot I still ignore turning a mix,

and honestly doubt if we can fix.

Help me, pick up all this bricks.

This is the last poem I can give,

so help me get to live,

the life I always wanted to captive.

Honestly I'm staying for the only motive:

'Cause I love you massive!

MAYBE I'M DREAMING

MAYBE I'M DREAMING IN A MIRACLE OR A MYSTERY

Lately, I've been thinking how things just seem so perfect and yet there is always someone complaining about life. We can choose to get the world as a miracle or as a mystery, both of these have the same origin, life. Make a stop of whatever it is you are doing right this moment and help me think about this, how awesome it is that human life was place in a perfect place of the galaxy, where it is not too cold but neither so hot? How great it is that our human anatomy and functions are so well established that to understand it doctors take almost all their life studying it, and still some parts of it remain a mystery? What can we say about that magnificent breaking dawns and sunsets we've got, that gives our life hope for a better tomorrow? Which one of you haven't stared at a beautiful night and seen the lighting of the starts, even the magic moon is always there to remind us what a perfect world we've got? I really think there is so much more of life we don't even realize being so trapped out in the daily routine. The problem is when we finally realize life happens in blink of an eye time has almost gone away. So why do we have to waste so much time to appreciate such a wonderful world we have? 

Every morning we get up with the purpose of surviving a new day, when we should wake up with the only purpose of living each day and enjoying all of the good stuff not drowning ourselves in the bad stuff. I had the great opportunity of meeting some little angels at a "National Kids Hospital" struggling with a terrible disease, who teach me so much more than I will ever be able to teach them, no matter how hard their situation or pain was they were always in the mood of sharing a smile for me. Remembering this I realize how many smiles do you share each day? How many "thank yous" do you give? But, most of all how many I am sorry do you have mean today? Someone told me once, that for making a change we had to believe we can change first and if schools or our progenitors will teach us stuff like that another reality will strike this world.

I was born a dreamer what can I say, but that doesn't  change the reality that I was raised in a society where a four letter word doesn't always means love, instead we daily have terrible pain and no one seems to be doing anything about it. I choose a career where I could be able to make a change and help people above all, the truth is no one said it will be easy or a short road for me ever, nor will we doctors be able to take a rest of the world. My country daily news on paper, the web or on television show a terrible reality of violence, lies, corruption, selfishness, misery, fear and thousands of other things I really hate facing. Sometimes I wake up to a new day where I fear thing will go even worst than they already are here, but that's when I remember a kids smile so innocent, pure, genuine and that's what keeps me going on in such a difficult road. 

Have you ever ask a kid what do the want to be when they grow up? You'll probably get all sort of answers an engineer, lawyer, doctor, vet, parent, astronaut, singer, actor, fire fighter, police, teacher, economist, scientist, magician, a princess, power ranger, spider man, superman or even batman and alot of more great roles; that's because they really believe in the beauty of their dreams and hopes, kids see souls where adults haven't seen even hearts anymore and it's our twisted society the one who ends up messing with their head and turning them to one more "surviving adult", instead of a "living happy one". That creativity, spirit, honesty and dreamers is what adults have forgotten, but most of all we have given up believing in a better world, in a better tomorrow and in creating solution instead of making bigger problems all the time.

People talk about a "crazy world" but they don't do anything to change that, nor even try anymore to be happy with the amazing things we have in front of us. I have seen, heard, tasted, touched and smelled suffering not just in the eyes of alot of people which has definitely broken my heart, but I've seen it in the eyes of those little angels and it has completely broken my soul, then pulled me back together a smile from their lips, a big hug from their hands but most important the faith they will never loose.

Why can't we believe in a better tomorrow then? If we are able to wait, make, deliver and take care of a miracle  for 9 months why does the world keeps falling apart? I'm one of those persons who likes to give without expecting anything in return, maybe that's why I'm here now who knows, but if we can pursuit our happiness and make our dreams come true why can't we make our surrounding a better place? 

Maybe I'm dreaming by believing it is still a wonderful world, that things will lead us to happiness eventually and expecting we won't be afraid of affecting change. Next time we face a hard situation we should think about kids and place a positive attitude to share a smile, believe me it's much easier to find a better solution that way, instead of loosing control. Tears will always appear sometimes, no one said they won't but as I said earlier we will always have the sun come out to bright our tomorrow, we must just believe like a kid does.

SOMEWHERE IN WONDERLAND.

SOMEWHERE IN WONDERLAND.

What a weird scene,

it was the worst thing I've ever seen.

Don't you know acting like this is mean?

When all I can remember is been 

next to my beloved, sweet thing,

laying with everything in the unseen.

Tell me, how was I supposed to act

If I was the one who close the pact?

But we should have known as a fact,

this was to become a moment of impact.

Now we are just a great love story to redact.

Can you see it in my eyes?

or, do I have to explain the sights?

Who was I to know darkness seems like a might?

But, don't tell me everything's alright,

when breathing has become so tight,

now please lead me out to a September night.

Let's just forget all the doubt

and travel all the fantastic way out,

to a wonderland without asking about.

Setting our love in the adventure route,

with a "I love you" scream out loud. 

What makes such a perfect time, divine?

When all it take is for you to redefine,

that your heart and soul will remain mine

above every difficult task, fear and time.   

Remember we are the perfect combine,

of a wonderland that's meant to shine.

For now so far, don't fear to take my hand.

Somewhere in a perfect wonderland,

I can assure we are above magic sand,

which will allow us to understand

how beautiful it is to smile, trust and

love, by creating a safe place to stand.

STEP PRIME

ONE DAY AT A TIME

One day at a time

people called it the step prime.

But really this should be consider a great crime.

How to live without a love dime?

What should be done, when all becomes sublime,

and everything taste like lime?

Maybe I'm dreaming...

Just by thinking about believing,

In a wish that may even not be conceiving.

It's incredible how easily we can be deceiving.

Now, please can you tell me, you won't be leaving?

In those rainy days,

when everything seems so grey

Is where "in love" is easy to play.

I must confess at night I do really pray,

that you will never let your promise dismay

and you will not give my heart away.

Who owns my heart? you ask.

And a princess will never tell a lie to bask.

Just, remember we also own a mind so why play a mask?

When you really make such a difficult task,

for me to understand what you ask.

Let's not close the pages of these fairytale,

but first, you should know I really fear a fail.

Also how can I be sure this love will prevail?

when I hate all your action in assail.

One day at a time, that life always goes on

and I used to be the best at been strong.

But time has it's own throne,

One day, I just wish sometime upon,

that we can play with time and won.

THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER...

THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER

It just takes a quick second to change our lives forever, I know forever is a strong word but once in a lifetime we have to accept that maybe things do happen just once. Many people talks about a universal "truth about forever" but, does it really exists a forever when even life ends eventually? Well, forever is a relative word for talking about our full existence. Don't get me wrong, I do believe in a happily ever after even tho, experience has showed me it's a hard and long road to travel before settling on a great happiness. 

Everything that takes time and plays hard to get, makes it worth it at the end. I wanna believe that every goodbye is completely necessary for a new beginning, and new beginnings are the perfect opportunity for a new great adventure. Maybe I'm dreaming writing about a forever that might never exist, but what really counts in is what a huge fight we give to make a dream come true. Remember the harder it gets the more satisfaction we will feel with every victory. 

Imagine for every wish we had ever place on a birthday candle, a wishing star, 11:11 and new years resolutions, we would have given everything we've got to make that wish come true, another reality would strike our twenty one century beliefs. Instead of teaching our kids to wish we should encourage them to fight and make those wishes a reality, that way we wouldn't waste our "forever" in non important things and nor will our surrounding keep making the same mistakes all over again. 

People usually ask me why nothing lasts forever nowadays, and it's simply because we have stop committing to things that really matter. When we stop loving, believing and committing we lose hope, and sadly without hope forever turns into a myth. The truth about forever is relative and almost a surreal matter, but it takes a very powerful magic to make it a reality. I can assure there is such a thing as forever but, it has applied our own human terms and should be named "forever" as long as we exist. 

I really wanna believe there is people out there still committed to a happily ever after in whatever they expect a forever. I must add  however, that to make those dreams, wishes and happily ever afters a complete success, we must work with our entire body and soul into making all of them happen. As someone told me once: if we can dream it, we can do it. The secret in every success is simply how committed you are to succeed and of course in making that last forever. So that's how we break the huge wall between possible and impossible. The truth about forever happens to be whatever you decide to make of it, at the end we are the ones who can choose to make it last forever or not. 

WELCOME TO PERFECTION

WELCOME TO PERFECTION, THE TRUTH ABOUT THESE JOURNEY

There comes a time in our lives when we feel something is missing, I took long enough to  figure out what it really was and it sure helped me to understand life a little better, have you ever experience that thought? We usually experience that stuff after a big change or a difficult experience appears. That's how I learn how easy everything can change and change is a part of everyone's existence. Maybe this feeling just becomes a journey to perfection.

Isn’t it funny how everything can change in just a few seconds? Just yesterday life was fine and perfect, all of a sudden  BUM! Everything changes, and  today is all broke or confused. Why do we tend to complicate stuff, instead of making it simpler? The answer is simple; we seek perfection all the time.  But perfection is nothing more than a pretty word. The truth about a strong word like perfection, is that it really doesn’t exist; it’s something from outside this world and above all knowledge we humans have. Almost a lie or a unreachable fantasy.

In the seeking of pieces of my family I didn’t even know they existed, I found a female relative who is nearly 100 years old. This event made me realize how wrong we are in life always searching for a perfect time, a perfect love, a perfect family, simply a perfect life which at the end can even never exist such a thing, the more we try for perfection the more fails we get; this should be like a rule for not wasting our life or something.

This role model I just found gave me the best advice anyone can give me: “Each day should be lived like a gift, don´t ever waste a tear of your eyes if you can shine with the bright of your smile; try to never waste time or time will waste you, when you nearly reach my age the biggest worry will became how little time I have left, so my dearest mark my words when I say: enjoy the magnificent life you have ahead”. After such a beautiful advice how can I complain about anything? We are alive isn´t that enough to figure something out?

After a big, terrible storm there always come a sunrise twice as beautiful as it normally rises and if we get lucky, we might even see a rainbow around the same sky. So why do we keep making circles in the same spot of perfection then? As humans we are raised to be perfectionists and follow an order of events, like a mandatory thing but, anyone who steps out and walks the other way around will be simply wrong. I like to see things in a better way, it's OK to make mistakes is a part of learning and as humans we need to make huge ones to make a change in ourselves. No one needs perfection or can even reach it, we are born to be perfectly imperfect creatures place in a magnificent world. We create ourselves a world of impossibles when all we need is to believe everything is possible, but we never do.

Why do we need to waste time to understand we will live just once? I don't believe in perfection anymore nor will I seek for it either, because it will be just a waste of my time and my life. I prefer to live a adventure where my dreams are the ones who will become true, and not waste all my energy in achieving perfection. Forget perfect and became real, that's all we need to do, before time starts to close our doors. Do you believe in the journey to perfection now? 

 

NEVER; EVER STOP MOVING FORWARD

NEVER; EVER STOP MOVING FORWARD

There comes a time in life, where reality and suffering hits you right in the middle of your chest, where it's meant to hurt the most: in the heart. I recently had to learn how to be strong in the middle of an awful situation, what are we supposed to do when the one person we care, understand and love the most is in the worst pain ever? That my friends is the worst feeling ever, I would have switched places with that person just to stop seen her in so much pain.

My dear blogger's I'm sorry for my absence but recently it has been a pretty difficult time. But, this times, when been strong is the only choice we have is what definitely makes us grow as a person. The big deal is in remaining strong and giving the world the warm of  your smile  even though all you want to do is lay down and cry. 

Those times when the storm is falling and the sky is so dark that it seems like it will never stop, is were we realize how delicate and fragile human life really is. Life is a beautiful adventure, we should love with all our heart the magnificent gift we are given every day. I still don´t understand how is it that there are people out here wasting their lives been unhappy, depressing, crying, making problems bigger than they really are, not helping others, I really believe a day spend without a smile is just a wasted time of your life.

If I could give anyone a advice on how to do things right, it will definitely be: smile! 

In the middle of the storm, always have faith, everything will be better in the morning, it always gets better I know it does, that's why we are usually told that pain is a relative matter. We are free to feel pain anytime in any situation, but what we really ignore is that we control how to deal with that much pain and it really is not the pain who controls us. 

The magic part of dark situations is that we are able to meet the most amazing people around us, and in no time they can change everything for a promise of a better tomorrow. The secret is in allowing the magic to happen, and never ever stop moving forward.